I am Luis. This is my website. It's not a good one, but it exists and the fact that it exists is important to me. This is an article explaining why it exists.
If you're here reading this, you probably know me personally, which makes this whole thing a bit awkward since I feel the need to get publicly introspective. Anyways, here we go.
I think I'm very smart. People who know me would probably describe this as my number one trait. Not being smart, mind you, but thinking that I'm smart. My number two trait is that I struggle to actually do things. The problem is that I always have ideas and I really like my ideas. I love to think about how clever my thoughts are and how superior my reasoning is and how if I could just motivate to do it, I would take over the world and crown myself a godking before whom none could stand.
Alas, I lack the motivation, which is the only thing holding me back.
This site is a way to fix that. I have learned in life that I feel much more motivated with a finish line. This site exists so that I have somewhere to put things when I'm done, that way I feel motivated to finish them so I can put them somewhere. The issue with this is that I am also very self-conscious. Trust me, I know that probably feels like a bizarre trait in your future godking, but it's definitely a struggle.
Hence this little introduction. A big reason I struggle to finish things is because I hate showing anything I make to other people unless it is perfectly polished. I will hyperobsess over if intentionally using weird grammar for stylistic effect is clever or kitschy and whether I should try to polish my sentences more and oh my god what will people think of what I am writing what if they think it's cringe and I'm cringe and also a lot of people hate AI and I'm doing a lot of things with AI here so will they judge me for that I don't really care about their stupid opinion on AI but I really don't want people to think I'm cringe that's honestly the main thing. So I end up never actually making anything.
My hope is that if I wear my heart on my sleeve here in this writeup, I can feel less bad about publishing half finished projects. I can write things and it can be ok if my words are not the greatest words set to page. I'm giving myself permission to make things because I think they are interesting and to put them out for judgement even if they could probably be better.
Anyways.
Thanks for reading this.